"I don't care."
People say it sometimes because they're too preoccupied with everything else that they refuse to care about other things of less importance.
We often say that to show that we're too strong to even worry about anything. We say it most of the time to show we're cool.
Aside from all these lousy reasons, during special occasions, we say it because we're way too happy to even bother.
I have been dropped officially/unofficially (I'm not sure of my status) from one of my subjects and honestly, I'm worried. I am aware that my professor is mad at me, but right about that matter, I don't care. What's important now is that I pass this subject (even with a tres for the love of Christ) and graduate.
I am still literally at war with a friend. I have no idea if I still consider him a friend. He nudges, he says things, he smirks and rolls his eyeballs at me, and in that regard, I don't care. I'm happy with the remaining friends that I have and nothing, even the thought of him bashing me round and about can even make me feel depressed. People who mock you and throw stones at you are perfect examples of people who should just be ignored. Love of attention can be found in more ways than one and if they find happiness in feeling superior, you just let them be. After all, they perfectly know what makes them happy and you're not in the right position to deprive them of their happiness. As they say, ignorance is bliss.
I get sick all the time and I don't care. I'm still alive and the thought of living another day despite sickness is enough to keep me going.
I give up matters of consequence for my personal joys and I don't care what happens next.
I cry, laugh, cry again, laugh again. People say I'm hard headed and all that, because I don't listen, but I don't care. I thank them for listening and for being there, but I'm gonna be even more grateful for letting me feel and experience how it feels to live a great, recessive-nonetheless-radical, booming life. Yeah.
I would still go through a lot and would still learn a lot. As for that, it's the difficulty of things that I wouldn't even care about. Oh, life.
As for now, I only care about how I feel for people I love the most, and for those who can stand right behind me when I feel like falling backwards. I only care about today.
Love, love, love. I love loving. :)
La Vita El Bella. Life is Beautiful.
About Me
- Jing
- i am dull. i laugh at my own jokes. i have insatiable insecurities toward almost everybody for having almost everything. yes, dude, insecurity. that’s one of the few things i have. i feed on self conceit. i fear almost everything. i try hard. i have this impulse that stops me from using my brain (if i really have one) properly. i am unreasonably kind. i easily give trust, yes, even to strangers. i love to start sentences with pronouns, especially on a first person basis. i am a horrible writer. i suck at making criticisms. i cannot even polish my grammar. my memory of the significant past is constantly deteriorating. the parcel of intellect that i have left is continuously diminishing. i’m sorry, i’m plain negative. i need a psychologist. i think i’m paranoid. there are weird voices in my head. i’m always famished. my thoughts are unorganized. i write too slowly. my penmanship is horrible. i suck at computer games.as always there’s a “but” at the middle of it all. i’d rather not specify what follows.
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