Look After You

Matagal din akong di nakapag post dito.

I was listening to a nice song while writing this post.

Right now, I am worried because Brix is sick. He's in laguna and I couldn't do anything. I had to wait for tomorrow to go to Laguna.

Speaking of Brix, it's been a while since he posted his entry here.

"Hoy Brix, mag post ka na sa blog natin."

Then he'd say:

"Tinatamad ako eh."

It's been two weeks since it happened. I thought I lost him. It's probably because of this tough love that everytime I have a fight with him, I am afraid that it would lead to a break up. The longer I stay far from him, the bigger the gap gets, the harder it vecomes for me to live through the day.

I can say this over and over without changing a single word.

I love him. He's the second best man that I have ever known, next to my father. I'm never going to replace him for any person, or any reason.

Love, love, love. I'm happy to love and to be loved.

Heed me. Please.

It doesn't matter if I fail.
It doesn't matter if I continue fighting.
It doesn't matter if I lose everything.
It doesn't matter if I am hated.
It doesn't matter if I fall apart amidst the fight.
It doesn't matter if I start all over again.
It doesn't matter if I wait.
None of all these things matter to me now.

I just want to fight for you.
Everything means everything to me.
You are my life and you have always been.
I am not going to let you slip away from me so easily.
I want to fight for you.
Give me a chance to fight for you.
I need you back.
If I resound so much, If I keep on trying,
Please just let me do this.
I need you back.

I love you and nothing in this world can ever take that away.
I love you and no one can ever take this love away.
I love you and I have never loved anybody more than I love you.
I love you and this is all that I can offer.
I love you and I can cross borders for you.
I love you and I am willing to start all over again for you.
I love you and it's all that matters now.

It's all I have now.
I need you back.

For what it's worth, let me say this again.

I love you.
I need you back.
Please come back to me.